My lovely Alan, how I miss you the pain is un-ending never easing as the time goes by. You were EVERYTHING to me Al you weren't just my Son you were my friend. I miss our conversations and the laughs we had. Your quirky little nervous smile. I miss the way you hugged me and the sweet little kiss you gave me when we met or said goodbye and that you were never embarassed to give no matter who was around. My heart literally aches for you and I know I always will. So sleep peacefully sweetheart and wait for me wherever you are knowing you were and still are loved so much. Night night and sleep tight my baby. xxxxx